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Leave Me Alone
02:31
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I hate these thoughts
Ties me in knots
I feel the twitch
Turn off my switch
Leave me alone
You're not unknown
Mental cyclone
From the tombstone
Swallow these pills
Breathe through my gills
Rolling the dice
I paid the price
Leave me alone
You're not unknown
Mental cyclone
From the tombstone
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Tragic Flaw
04:04
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Take away the sad ending
Grab my hand if you're hurting
I try hard for the living
It's the end of suffering
I know I can save the day
See the faces of dismay
Make sure I don't mess things up
I have got to fill the cup
Everybody on the earth
Has a value, has a worth
I am crying for its dearth
Up to me for its rebirth
I feel something in my heart
Push it down because it's dark
I just want to change the past
For a future that will last
Is it too late to rewind?
Take away things so unkind
I can't leave myself confined
Be the hero for mankind
I have failed because of pride
It's my fault that you have died
Good intentions that were flawed
Close the curtain, no applause
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3. |
Harvesting
03:42
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I'm in harmony
Going with the flow
Take these tyrannies
And stroke my ego
All these broken dolls
I know I'll enjoy
Left out in the hall
To be my decoys
You are all born free
Naked and exposed
But I hold the key
To those who are opposed
Prey on altered minds
As a puppeteer
What else can I find?
To change your atmosphere
I will make you fresh
There will be no guilt
You will don new flesh
You have been rebuilt
Our new family
That has made a pact
To be so carefree
But we do subtract
In this underworld
Ripe with more seedlings
My plan has unfurled
For future harvesting
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4. |
Something Always
02:47
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When you needed me I was there
To give you all of my welfare
What you want is all that matters
In a place just full of beggars
I am the dope mule
I am the 6 pack
I am just the something always
With leeches on my back
Call me to support your habit
Look to me like I'm your bandit
Everyday I was on standby
To take care of all the blowflies
I am cigarettes
I am the free ride
I am just the something always
And afterwards you hide
Here I am at your disposal
All for sale inside my brothel
Don't pretend that I'm an interest
It was all about the purchase
I am the I.D.
I am 20 bucks
I am just the something always
But you don't give a fuck
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5. |
The Lodge
04:09
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Shall I slow dance with my daughter?
As I feel her dissipate
She is such a little temptress
Even though she's only 8
Little lovely come to me and
Let me pierce your honeycomb
All this hunting is so draining
Now I got to go back home
Go back home, back to the lodge
Energy to feed upon
Where we erase camouflage
Spirits sent to sabotage
I will watch you as you're sleeping
Knowing that your body's numb
Climb on top and rub your pussy
While you swallow daddy's cum
All your sadness keeps me grinning
It's reflected in the chrome
Creamy substance I have stolen
Now I got to go back home
Go back home, back to the lodge
Energy to feed upon
Where we erase camouflage
Spirits sent to sabotage
Molestation and possession
Hide behind the mask I wear
On the outside I'm upstanding
Deep inside I'm a nightmare
Who's controlling all these actions?
Who's the creature that will roam?
It has used me for pure evil
Now its got to go back home
Go back home, back to the lodge
Energy to feed upon
Where we erase camouflage
Spirits sent to sabotage
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6. |
Utopia Collapse
03:18
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Here is Mr. Businessman
Always in a suit and tie
Making profits from his workers
Pinching pennies 'till the die
Drop your tools and steal his money
And watch his utopia collapse
Here is Mr. Politician
Says he wants to bring us peace
All the while he is preparing
For a war that will not cease
Do not serve and cut donations
And watch his utopia collapse
Here is Mr. Policeman
Has the laws that he'll enforce
Class and color are the target
He will kill with no remorse
Grab your guns and return fire
And watch his utopia collapse
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7. |
Entercoarse
05:11
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I know what's beating inside of your heart
There is no truth to make a counterpart
Sliding your poison to hope I get sick
You killed my soft mind but not my hard dick
Take a good look up above
Look at what's tied to your wrists
This is not done out of love
There is no point to resist
You tore my heart out but you didn't care
It makes me happy to see your despair
Tasting the tears that have fell from your face
I use them when I need to lubricate
Fingers to open your lips
Insert the object with force
Here I am cracking the whip
Every thrust will be so coarse
I wanted love but you just gave me pain
Here's my revenge that will wash out the stain
You thought I was dumb while your legs were spread
The blues you gave me will now turn to red
I'm going to dismantle you
I will tear open your hole
There is nothing left to screw
Killing your body and soul
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8. |
My Private Valentine
03:53
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There is a girl I know who drives me fucking mad
And when I talk to her she makes me feel less sad
To hear her speak the words that put my mind at ease
I would do anything, I'd do it just to please
But there's a problem that I find
Something I know but just too blind
I will drive to the borderline
She is my private valentine
She makes me want to wear my heart upon my sleeve
Even though I am old I almost feel naive
I don't care what they say to try to keep me down
It is her smiling face that will erase my frown
I just can't get her off my mind
Emotions are so intertwined
She gets me drunk on her moonshine
She is my private valentine
I just can't understand why we are kept apart
If I get close to her I'll make her my sweetheart
The papers all will say that I am dangerous
They don't know anything cause I am chivalrous
Knock at the door of the divine
I make her part of the bloodline
We meet in person, make her mine
No more my private valentine
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9. |
Blood On My Hands
04:24
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Don't tell me I can't
Cause I'll prove you wrong
Cut down like a plant
You were not that strong
I am glad to finally meet you
Did I meet your expectations?
Tears and sweat are just the first stage
All you are is blood on my hands
This is not for cash
I do this for fun
Body parts to stash
There's nowhere to run
Every tool at my disposal
Pierce the skin to make removals
Garbage bags or the wood chipper?
All you are is blood on my hands
I give you no thoughts
When you're on the slab
I just dig your plot
Put it on my tab
I could say why I'm a killer
But I want to keep that secret
If you see me you will find out that
All you are is blood on my hands
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10. |
Kyoko's Doll
05:06
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I don't know anything
I'm in a world of pain
Please tell me everything
What do I have to gain?
This place is torn apart
There is blood everywhere
I think it would be smart
Of what I should beware
Why did they kidnap her?
Was she to be a toy?
They got off on torture
Just like sick little boys
We have her homicide
We thought we'd seen it all
We were all horrified
At what's in Kyoko's doll
To the scene of the crime
I see a lot of drugs
This will take me some time
To capture all the thugs
Take pictures of the corpse
Sprawled out across the floor
I'm feeling very warped
Someone kicked in the door
Why did they kidnap her?
Was she to be a toy?
They got off on torture
Just like sick little boys
We have her homicide
We thought we'd seen it all
We were all horrified
At what's in Kyoko's doll
It was insanity
Cause of it's brilliancy
No one suspects a thing
This was a murder ring
She was so innocent
Just tried to make ends meet
Tore down her monument
Groveling at their feet
Why did they kidnap her?
Was she to be a toy?
They got off on torture
Just like sick little boys
We have her homicide
We thought we'd seen it all
We were all horrified
At what's in Kyoko's doll
Kyoko
Kyoko
Kyoko
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11. |
Seven
04:18
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You follow me into my home
You swallow me from dusk to dawn
When I have you I will not roam
You are for me
Do you know that you're completion?
Just the perfect fit
You're the girl who makes me feel whole
I just cannot quit, quit
Even though you may question when
Even though you can't comprehend
Should I just step aside again?
You are for me
I can feel your body tremble
I can feel it quake
Just my fingers as I stroke you
This is no mistake, mistake
Seven you're gonna fall
Seven knows who you are
Seven will just collapse
Seven is my relapse
If you think I'll leave you behind
If you think I will be unkind
I know it's too late to rewind
Are you for me?
As I sift through all the rubble
Laying in the heap
There's no way I can rebuild you
We have went too deep, deep
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12. |
Ides Of March
04:26
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I would like to say "I'm sorry"
For all that you've been through
Should have never been so worthy
To resurrect statues
Everyone was lead astray
To glorify a god
Lay the blame down at my feet
Of what should be outlawed
Whisper in my ear the warning
That I would be dead by morning
Raise your hands in celebration
And drink until you're filled
I will soak in adulation
My kingdom has it willed
Hedonistic ritual
Takes place under the arch
Still the fear of what's to come
Upon the ides of march
I have made the biggest mistake
That will lead to tragic heartbreak
As I stand and watch the gala
I feel your full attack
Now I let go of the stigma
And let the days roll back
This was just my destiny
And I was doomed to fail
Taking part in not to lead
Has left us all for sale
You deserve a strong commander
Instead of one who's an actor
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Jeff Hill Charlotte Court House, Virginia
I've been making music and writing since 1992. I've been in numerous bands in different genres from grindcore, ambiant, plunderphonics, experimental space rock, noise rock, freak folk to melodic stoner rock/shoegaze hybrid. I used to run 434 Noise (a artists collective/performance space and NetLabel) and now run Exploding Nightmare Productions (a Multimedia Co.) ... more
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