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Kyoko's Doll

by Jeff Hill

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1.
I hate these thoughts Ties me in knots I feel the twitch Turn off my switch Leave me alone You're not unknown Mental cyclone From the tombstone Swallow these pills Breathe through my gills Rolling the dice I paid the price Leave me alone You're not unknown Mental cyclone From the tombstone
2.
Tragic Flaw 04:04
Take away the sad ending Grab my hand if you're hurting I try hard for the living It's the end of suffering I know I can save the day See the faces of dismay Make sure I don't mess things up I have got to fill the cup Everybody on the earth Has a value, has a worth I am crying for its dearth Up to me for its rebirth I feel something in my heart Push it down because it's dark I just want to change the past For a future that will last Is it too late to rewind? Take away things so unkind I can't leave myself confined Be the hero for mankind I have failed because of pride It's my fault that you have died Good intentions that were flawed Close the curtain, no applause
3.
Harvesting 03:42
I'm in harmony Going with the flow Take these tyrannies And stroke my ego All these broken dolls I know I'll enjoy Left out in the hall To be my decoys You are all born free Naked and exposed But I hold the key To those who are opposed Prey on altered minds As a puppeteer What else can I find? To change your atmosphere I will make you fresh There will be no guilt You will don new flesh You have been rebuilt Our new family That has made a pact To be so carefree But we do subtract In this underworld Ripe with more seedlings My plan has unfurled For future harvesting
4.
When you needed me I was there To give you all of my welfare What you want is all that matters In a place just full of beggars I am the dope mule I am the 6 pack I am just the something always With leeches on my back Call me to support your habit Look to me like I'm your bandit Everyday I was on standby To take care of all the blowflies I am cigarettes I am the free ride I am just the something always And afterwards you hide Here I am at your disposal All for sale inside my brothel Don't pretend that I'm an interest It was all about the purchase I am the I.D. I am 20 bucks I am just the something always But you don't give a fuck
5.
The Lodge 04:09
Shall I slow dance with my daughter? As I feel her dissipate She is such a little temptress Even though she's only 8 Little lovely come to me and Let me pierce your honeycomb All this hunting is so draining Now I got to go back home Go back home, back to the lodge Energy to feed upon Where we erase camouflage Spirits sent to sabotage I will watch you as you're sleeping Knowing that your body's numb Climb on top and rub your pussy While you swallow daddy's cum All your sadness keeps me grinning It's reflected in the chrome Creamy substance I have stolen Now I got to go back home Go back home, back to the lodge Energy to feed upon Where we erase camouflage Spirits sent to sabotage Molestation and possession Hide behind the mask I wear On the outside I'm upstanding Deep inside I'm a nightmare Who's controlling all these actions? Who's the creature that will roam? It has used me for pure evil Now its got to go back home Go back home, back to the lodge Energy to feed upon Where we erase camouflage Spirits sent to sabotage
6.
Here is Mr. Businessman Always in a suit and tie Making profits from his workers Pinching pennies 'till the die Drop your tools and steal his money And watch his utopia collapse Here is Mr. Politician Says he wants to bring us peace All the while he is preparing For a war that will not cease Do not serve and cut donations And watch his utopia collapse Here is Mr. Policeman Has the laws that he'll enforce Class and color are the target He will kill with no remorse Grab your guns and return fire And watch his utopia collapse
7.
Entercoarse 05:11
I know what's beating inside of your heart There is no truth to make a counterpart Sliding your poison to hope I get sick You killed my soft mind but not my hard dick Take a good look up above Look at what's tied to your wrists This is not done out of love There is no point to resist You tore my heart out but you didn't care It makes me happy to see your despair Tasting the tears that have fell from your face I use them when I need to lubricate Fingers to open your lips Insert the object with force Here I am cracking the whip Every thrust will be so coarse I wanted love but you just gave me pain Here's my revenge that will wash out the stain You thought I was dumb while your legs were spread The blues you gave me will now turn to red I'm going to dismantle you I will tear open your hole There is nothing left to screw Killing your body and soul
8.
There is a girl I know who drives me fucking mad And when I talk to her she makes me feel less sad To hear her speak the words that put my mind at ease I would do anything, I'd do it just to please But there's a problem that I find Something I know but just too blind I will drive to the borderline She is my private valentine She makes me want to wear my heart upon my sleeve Even though I am old I almost feel naive I don't care what they say to try to keep me down It is her smiling face that will erase my frown I just can't get her off my mind Emotions are so intertwined She gets me drunk on her moonshine She is my private valentine I just can't understand why we are kept apart If I get close to her I'll make her my sweetheart The papers all will say that I am dangerous They don't know anything cause I am chivalrous Knock at the door of the divine I make her part of the bloodline We meet in person, make her mine No more my private valentine
9.
Don't tell me I can't Cause I'll prove you wrong Cut down like a plant You were not that strong I am glad to finally meet you Did I meet your expectations? Tears and sweat are just the first stage All you are is blood on my hands This is not for cash I do this for fun Body parts to stash There's nowhere to run Every tool at my disposal Pierce the skin to make removals Garbage bags or the wood chipper? All you are is blood on my hands I give you no thoughts When you're on the slab I just dig your plot Put it on my tab I could say why I'm a killer But I want to keep that secret If you see me you will find out that All you are is blood on my hands
10.
Kyoko's Doll 05:06
I don't know anything I'm in a world of pain Please tell me everything What do I have to gain? This place is torn apart There is blood everywhere I think it would be smart Of what I should beware Why did they kidnap her? Was she to be a toy? They got off on torture Just like sick little boys We have her homicide We thought we'd seen it all We were all horrified At what's in Kyoko's doll To the scene of the crime I see a lot of drugs This will take me some time To capture all the thugs Take pictures of the corpse Sprawled out across the floor I'm feeling very warped Someone kicked in the door Why did they kidnap her? Was she to be a toy? They got off on torture Just like sick little boys We have her homicide We thought we'd seen it all We were all horrified At what's in Kyoko's doll It was insanity Cause of it's brilliancy No one suspects a thing This was a murder ring She was so innocent Just tried to make ends meet Tore down her monument Groveling at their feet Why did they kidnap her? Was she to be a toy? They got off on torture Just like sick little boys We have her homicide We thought we'd seen it all We were all horrified At what's in Kyoko's doll Kyoko Kyoko Kyoko
11.
Seven 04:18
You follow me into my home You swallow me from dusk to dawn When I have you I will not roam You are for me Do you know that you're completion? Just the perfect fit You're the girl who makes me feel whole I just cannot quit, quit Even though you may question when Even though you can't comprehend Should I just step aside again? You are for me I can feel your body tremble I can feel it quake Just my fingers as I stroke you This is no mistake, mistake Seven you're gonna fall Seven knows who you are Seven will just collapse Seven is my relapse If you think I'll leave you behind If you think I will be unkind I know it's too late to rewind Are you for me? As I sift through all the rubble Laying in the heap There's no way I can rebuild you We have went too deep, deep
12.
I would like to say "I'm sorry" For all that you've been through Should have never been so worthy To resurrect statues Everyone was lead astray To glorify a god Lay the blame down at my feet Of what should be outlawed Whisper in my ear the warning That I would be dead by morning Raise your hands in celebration And drink until you're filled I will soak in adulation My kingdom has it willed Hedonistic ritual Takes place under the arch Still the fear of what's to come Upon the ides of march I have made the biggest mistake That will lead to tragic heartbreak As I stand and watch the gala I feel your full attack Now I let go of the stigma And let the days roll back This was just my destiny And I was doomed to fail Taking part in not to lead Has left us all for sale You deserve a strong commander Instead of one who's an actor

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released March 15, 2018

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Jeff Hill Charlotte Court House, Virginia

I've been making music and writing since 1992. I've been in numerous bands in different genres from grindcore, ambiant, plunderphonics, experimental space rock, noise rock, freak folk to melodic stoner rock/shoegaze hybrid. I used to run 434 Noise (a artists collective/performance space and NetLabel) and now run Exploding Nightmare Productions (a Multimedia Co.) ... more

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