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Erased From Existence

by Jeff Hill

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1.
Cage Around The Sun 03:31
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I had a urge to build a cage around the sun I couldn't find a way to say no I took a check on all the meters in my room I kicked the dog and said let's go The clouds were hangin' low above the path I had my arm around a sundown I pinned my baby into yankin' Satan's crank Bum deals with a thin smile, oh yeah Pushin' up and pushin' down against the sky Like there's muscles 'round my torso The fourth dimension of smiles, strokes and knives This little piggy's gotta go go To live and blow all of that piss into your heart You got veins of iron, baby Oh, man this egg is way too hot Lay on a rock and split open, oh yeah You know the lies that you tell me All the lies I tell myself There are breeze coming home now Like it's screwed itself in Hell You gotta go where this is headed Kiss the sun to be alive I'm a king before this high ground Where the hole burn my eyes And then he always So in the end I had a cage around the sun Looks pretty horny if I do say The dog is dead and the sacrifice is done All in all a pretty good day The ocean parts and the meteors come down Laid out in amber, baby Fate come on and slap me in the head Punch the switch, arrivederci
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Erased From Existence 04:28
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I won't play along with your stupid games Locked inside my home afraid of the air Here is where I have stood and I won't budge an inch You could set me on fire but I won't budge an inch I am a name not a number I am beyond a statistic So keep your count for another I'm not erased from existence Gotta step outside before I go mad Can't sleep in my bed cause I am wide awake Don't count me as a voice, I see through the bullshit Where is all who are dead? I have never been sick I am a name not a number I am beyond a statistic So keep your count for another I'm not erased from existence All I see are masks, we all look the same For the greater good just to stop the spread I think I was dead wrong, it happened everywhere Nobody saw it here of poison in the air I have a name and it's 19 I ended up at 6 feet deep The danger that I had ignored I am erased from existence
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I'm A Lonely Man 03:03
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Ah ha little girl Ah ha little girl You look like a problem child You look like you're really wild You look like you don't taste mild Eh heh I'm a lonely man Ah ha little girl Ah ha little girl You are brighter than the sun You're more deadly than a gun You are just the only one Eh heh I'm a lonely man Ah ha little girl Ah ha little girl You have come to take my love You fit tighter than a glove You are hanging from above Eh heh I'm a lonely man
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The Last One To Save 01:23
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You tore my heart out And ripped it to shreds Can't understand why Makes me lose my head Your ideas burn at my soul Much more than I've been told My death is what you will crave I am the last one to save You always hurt me But you could care less This gun will spare us Care to take a guess? It's time to lay on the ground After they hear that loud sound I'll take us both to the grave I am the last one to save
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My Quarantine 03:31
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I think I've lost my mind My thoughts they have unwind I swallowed a bunch of pills But I didn't want to die I won't argue with you I won't argue with me I've locked myself away It's my quarantine My quarantine Two weeks in a psych ward Just part of the mental horde Meds, groups, spirituality Walk the hallways when I'm bored I won't argue with you I won't argue with me I've locked myself away It's my quarantine My quarantine Some have called it "the cell" Some have called it "living hell" I myself I would call it The place where I got well I won't argue with you I won't argue with me I've locked myself away It's my quarantine And now I'm free
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Eating Crow 04:16
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Tell the truth or confess Turn your head be the best Smile at me like the rest I'm just here as your guest Falling embers put out by the snow I'm just sitting here and I'm eating crow Where's the line that you've drawn? Spread my wings like a swan I know you want me gone Look at me like a spawn All the maidens lined up in a row Grab a plate full cause I'm eating crow I'm not right, I was wrong I was weak, you were strong Hear the words of this song Keep it short not too long Pull the curtains while I end the show Belly full from me just eating crow
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Oh My God 02:10
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I am an empty box by the side of the road You could call me a waste of my father's load Never became a man and never learned the code He never cracked a smile or had an afterglow Oh my God Why did it happen to me? Oh my God Why was I ever conceived? Oh my God The look of hate in his eyes Oh my God I know he wants me to die I know it's very strange to a very young child When you just live in pain and put on a fake smile Beatings are just the norm because it's just his style Too late to runaway and go to be exiled Oh my God Why did it happen to me? Oh my God Why was I ever conceived? Oh my God The look of hate in his eyes Oh my God I know he wants me to die
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How Does Your Garden Grow? 02:45
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Take the seventh road out of town It's a fucked up way to be found There is something laid on the ground Just some wild weed that has turned brown You are the one who I will owe Pick up that shovel and that hoe There's just one thing I want to know Tell me how does your garden grow? Not too many more I can stand Feet are dirty and so are my hands All the good shit doesn't taste bland Eyes turned red from what you have canned You are the one who I will owe Pick up that shovel and that hoe There's just one thing I want to know Tell me how does your garden grow?
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Thorn In My Side 03:11
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The less I think about you The more it bites me back You throw it in my face I wish you'd go away The push and pull on my heart I'll end up like a dead bride I'm just completely apart You're just a thorn in my side The moment when you speak I want to punch your lights out It's just the same old shit I've heard a million times It's not my fault that you're weak Stop letting all that shit slide So pompous yet so damn meek You're just a thorn in my side The day will come upon us When we can't stand each other I know it can't come soon Who will win at this game? I hope for healing tenfold If you can let go of yor pride One day I will become bold And pluck the thorn from my side
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Ass 02:43
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Never will say "I'm perfect" I have made some mistakes It's that internal conflict That caused a heartache Some can do some stupid shit I will raise my hand up Almost made me want to quit And just empty my cup Sometimes I've been an ass I will admit it too Sometimes I've been an ass I will admit it too Sometimes I've been an ass I will admit it too Sometimes I've been an ass I will admit it too Thought someone hated me When it wasn't even true Took my anger and I see it was me who was the screw This is an apology There was no lie at play Acted like a big baby It's clear as the day Sometimes I've been an ass I will admit it too Sometimes I've been an ass I will admit it too Sometimes I've been an ass I will admit it too Sometimes I've been an ass I will admit it too

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released March 29, 2021

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Jeff Hill Charlotte Court House, Virginia

I've been making music and writing since 1992. I've been in numerous bands in different genres from grindcore, ambiant, plunderphonics, experimental space rock, noise rock, freak folk to melodic stoner rock/shoegaze hybrid. I used to run 434 Noise (a artists collective/performance space and NetLabel) and now run Exploding Nightmare Productions (a Multimedia Co.) ... more

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