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Debutantes And Parasites

by Jeff Hill

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1.
Picking Scabs 01:34
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This little boy inside me Wants to escape But the fear keeps him hiding Behind red drapes Is it in his head? Is it in my hands? Will he turn up dead? Will I take the stand? The boy is in a frenzy 'Cause he can't grab He is completely bloody From picking scabs Is it his future? Is it in my past? Will he find closure? Will I come in last?
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The Tide Has Come In 03:03
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Don't come here looking for an identity Copies of another is just blasphemy Latching onto her to fill your fantasy All that you have left is your anxiety The tide has come in to wash you all away Everything that's happened has led you astray There are no bright colors cause you turned them grey Find another victim who will be your prey Everybody knows that you're an amateur Prop yourself and pretend you're a gatekeeper Stories doesn't need another narrator No one will believe the tint is sinister The tide has come in to wash you all away Everything that's happened has led you astray There are no bright colors cause you turned them grey Find another victim who will be your prey Every line contaminates the atmosphere Every line you mutter is so insincere We will not be labeled as your souvenir Now it's time for you to finally disappear The tide has come in to wash you all away Everything that's happened has led you astray There are no bright colors cause you turned them grey Find another victim who will be your prey
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Matrimony Mourning 02:38
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I have seen many faces With their painted smiles All of them staring at me Walking down the aisle I feel so fucking nervous This is my first time I've joined the family circus Well within my prime Getting keys to out first house We were full of bliss It felt all nice and toasty Just like our first kiss And then we had a baby Then it became two Mouths to feed when they're hungry All I could for you You caught me in a weak spot Tried to make me quit Everything to cause trouble Treating me like shit Paint yourself as a victim With your fake crying You held my heart for ransom Now I'm in mourning
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Unconscious And Wide Awake 02:23
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I have found a higher level Locked inside my fucked up brain Reaching for a godsent being While I'm washing down the drain Eat my love upon the table While you cleanse the endless soul Manic feelings push me over And I'll snap and lose control Taste the sounds that's feeling hopefiul Come and watch the colors drip Swarm around 'cause time's on my side I fucking love it when I trip What's the answer to the question Here for me and then it's gone The test is done but I ain't dropped out 'Cause I fucking turned it on
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Me And You Against The World 04:39
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Can you feel it inside your heart? Does it make you burst into flames? Nobody will tear us apart Try as they might they won't suceed We've been on an ocean of love but it won't be drying up They cannot leave us a residue Winds in our sails to navagate through all the negative They are the ones who need to be rescued I wear my heart upon my sleeve I know that you can see it clear My soul belongs only to you It is a gift I know you'll keep There are many people who will try to openm up the box But they will see nothing is inside They are blind to what it really means to have true love It's destination they just can't decide I know that we stand side by side That's the promise that we will keep Certain people will try to shame Look down on us as lunatics "Me and you against the world" will be our single battlecry We are going to shout for all to hear There is a force you can't ignore between the both of us It is a boundry that they can't get near
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Ego Smasher 01:30
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Your throne's gone and your crown is falling From your head and you don't stop calling There's no doubt that you are the focus Build a wall and can't get around it Your ego's high in a state of mind And I just want to go tear it down Brick by brick, piece by piece, unconfined Smash you into bit 'till you leave town I don't care about all your money 'Cause to me your ass still looks funny Your empire one day will crumble Was it worth to take such a gamble? Your ego's high in a state of mind And I just want to go tear it down Brick by brick, piece by piece, unconfined Smash you into bit 'till you leave town
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Debutantes And Parasites 05:52
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Wallowing in my sadness Tired of burying my friends All I do is choke back tears This is real and not pretend What does life mean? When we all die We're all born free Then hatch houseflies There's no justice in the world When the innocents are gone How can you prove it to me? That I should let life move on Full of anger Left with nothing Fuck your prayers Leave them rotting Why give us an entity? And treat them like dynamite All you do is make way for Debutantes and parasites Such a sick joke We're the punchline All up in smoke There's no sunshine
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No Friend Of Mine 03:32
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I have to find inner strength Tolerance ain't what I need I can't keep you at arm's length Everything is just your greed How did this all come apart? I will take this as a sign Even though it breaks my heart You became no friend of mine It started with a handshake 'Cause we were both all alone Now it is a huge mistake You're the one I will disown No longer a young upstart Marching in a crooked line You think you're so goddman smart You became no friend of mine Nothing was ever your fault Everyone else was to blame No one is inside your vault I'm tired of playing this game You should look at your flowchart Numbers have slowly declined I say this as I depart "You became no friend of mine"
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Return To Nothing 04:24
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I never say the beauty Within your soul I succumbed to a frenzy And hit the pole I asked you to the orgy But scored no goal It made me feel so empty Down in a hole When I return to nothing My head explodes When I return to nothing I can't reload When I return to nothing At the crossroad When I return to nothing Back to zero How could I ever tell you I did not care What should have been the first clue? Of what I dare There was no way to be true I was not fair You simply was just a screw On this I swear When I return to nothing Stand at the gate When I return to nothing I'm what I hate When I return to nothing Can't set me straight When I return to nothing I'll find the date One day I'll lay in my grave Covered in dirt I can't tell which one I crave Who will I hurt? There's not alot that I save Ask the expert I have become my own slave An old pervert When I return to nothing And miss your call When I return to nothing Against the wall When I return to nothing Watch myself fall When I return to nothing I'll end it all
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Brushing Your Long Blond Hair 06:20
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You're the most beautiful girl With a skin as smooth as silk Do you know you're just my type? I'm so thirsty for your milk You are snugglled close to me Wrap my arms so tenderly I'm brushing your long blond hair You're the answer to my prayer I saw you and fell in love Pulled in by your gravity Shy at first but kept my cool I could feel the chemistry Marvel at your nude body Eat you like cotton candy I'm brushing your long blond hair To show you how much I care I've shown you infinity You found out what rrhymes with breath I took obession too far I told you what what rrhymes with death You have your head in my lap You have fell into my trao I'm brushing your long blond hair But your body is not there
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Measured Dose 02:25
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I've made a big mistake By telling you my secrets I am here wide awake Discovering old habits I'm trying not to shake The grain will short my circuits There is no more daybreak The lightbulb burned the socket What's the answer Do I want to see Where's the jailor Does he want to speak There's a hunger Which is why I'm weak Every dollar Goes into the drink It happens every night I end up in the bottle A struggle and a fight The urge is too colossal I know I'm losing sight My wants and needs are wasteful Please let me have the might I'm too far deep in trouble There's no such thing As a measured dose Try to drain me But it won't come close I'm not falling for my own pathos Never healing Live my life morose

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released January 4, 2017

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Jeff Hill Charlotte Court House, Virginia

I've been making music and writing since 1992. I've been in numerous bands in different genres from grindcore, ambiant, plunderphonics, experimental space rock, noise rock, freak folk to melodic stoner rock/shoegaze hybrid. I used to run 434 Noise (a artists collective/performance space and NetLabel) and now run Exploding Nightmare Productions (a Multimedia Co.) ... more

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