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Over My Dead Body

by Jeff Hill

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1.
I was the Earth Tomorrow I'll be the sky At the beginning, at the birth Did it ever make you stop and wonder why I've been waiting for you I've been there before I was the sky Tomorrow I will fly I was the burning bush for you Tomorrow, tomorrow I will fly Does it make you wonder Don't it make you ponder I was the sky Tomorrow I will fly I was the December child today Tomorrow, tomorrow I will fly I was the sky Tomorrow I will fly I was the Empire State Building all lit up at night Tomorrow, tomorrow I will fly
2.
Swimming 'round in her fluid, feeling nice and warm Nine months of being bloated she releases her rainstorm Freefalling to a new environment Applauding this crying and moaning fragment Exposing what it takes as full payment Groveling and looked at like a vagrant As it starts getting older,a new game wants to play It formulates getting bolder to get him out the way Punishing him as to not call him "sir" Removing everything and his precious spur Writing two notes, one filled with paternal slurs Giving the other, here's what it says to her "There's a child slowly dying, let it suckle off your teets The nourishment of sweet desire makes it feel complete Bathe that tumbling doll of flesh, wash it 'till it's clean Still it knows it's very dirty and will never be pristine" Bound it with perversion, a red thread of fate No longer is there aversion to dual masterbate Coercing all of its thick and tasty seed Absorbing in all of its complexity Frolicking bodies to which we will breed Repairing a bond through the climax of our deed
3.
I've asked myself "why are you still here" Been together for too many years Get this straight, open your ears "It's time to adios my dear" Cause this is going to end There's no use to pretend We can't make amends So darling comprehend Everything was good at first But now it's just to inflict pain 'cause No love remains No love remains No love remains No love remains All you did was piss and moan And call your mother on the telephone Hatred fills me to the bone You turned my heart into a stone So if you wanna leave I'll give you a big heave Don't think that I'm naieve Cause I don't make-believe Take you shit, walk out the door I'm breaking free of your chains cause No love remains No love remains No love remains No love remains You were nothing but a hypocrite Preached "the word" but were counterfiet So I'll give you the full credit For all the lies for your benefit I know you fucked around With every guy in town So stop your crying now Your sorrow's not allowed Don't come to me with bright ideas There's nothing left to entertain cause No love remains No love remains No love remains No love remains
4.
The Stranger 03:16
I'm an exiled teenager and I have no place to stay Mom and dad kicked me out because their only child is gay I was standing on the corner when the stranger came to me Said that there was a man upstairs who thought I was so sexy Twenty dollars was he price that he wanted for some I had nothing else left to lose, the agreement kept me fed I knocked on his apartment door and the stranger let me in We went into the small bedroom and he told me to begin I got on my hands and knees I never thought I would whore I felt so nervous and scared I did it 'cause I was poor I hear noise, I hear trembling, I hear yelling, I hear.... Awaken and tied to the bed and I'm feeling very sore There is so much blood everwhere on me and all on the floor "Good morning queer" is what I hear as I see the garbage bags These strangers, all four of them, say "it's time to die you fag"
5.
There are many stories about my perfect form Deliver light and hope and love to keep you warm The rainbow was the promise that we would not hurt All I need is your new word that you will convert My boss wants new recruits to carry on a twisted truth Don't question him just bow your head, he's training all the youth Just give away your rationale 'cause all he wants are servents I stole his secret files and sold them to a double agent Wherever you may live I'll be right by your side Look at my face and know that I will be your guide The everlasting heartbeat helps to turn the tide But he hates the way I help because it hurts his pride He wants to rule the show for he just has to have control Nobody else can have a say, he is his own loophole Just rants and raves and misbehaves, can't tell him he is selfish Dictatorship built on envy but his name can't be tarnished I know by speaking out that I will fall from grace I know I'll be expelled from heaven, my birthplace I will build an army and he will be replaced I no longer look to him and turn from his embrace A virgin sacrifice will clear this mystery The mask of confusion is ripped off cheerfully I tried so hard to live my life so bibically The time has come for me to rewrite history Our blackend wings are spread into the sky, we all will soar We slaughter, rape, and pillage of what's good 'till there's no more To kill the holy ghost and everything that he stands for I stand with all my troops and rejoice with a victory roar
6.
You wanna pick a fight with someone then pick a fight with me Swing your fists and fucking hope that they knock me off my feet If you think that you're a big man then step up to the plate It will be over my dead body to prove that you're so great Bring your knuckles, knives, and shotguns; bring an arsenal I won't back down from your advances, you made this personal If you think that you are scary, I laugh right in your face It will be over my dead body to put me in my place Did you think that I wouldn't find out what you did to her Men that like to punch a woman get what they deserve If you think that you're a killer then tear me limb from limb It will be over my dead body before I let you win
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B.F.E. 02:29
Nowheresville, where ya at Population is you Looking for somewhere to go But don't know what to do Ride around town all day long Until it turns to night A public hangout is the spot But security is tight Believe you me You're stuck in B.F.E. A cornerstore to loiter at Just the same old scene The hot spot to socialize Your friends are there as well An arcade or a theater 'Cause B.F.E. is hell Walk around, smoke a cigarette You all will do the same Maybe someone's got some weed You hope you don't act lame Someone scored some alcohol It's time to get fucked up Too bad we all are minors Get caught the case is shut Believe you me You're stuck in B.F.E. A cornerstore to loiter at Just the same old scene The hot spot to socialize Your friends are there as well An arcade or a theater 'Cause B.F.E. is hell You've got the latest fashions You've got the latest trends Ever noticed how it happened Ever noticed it will end What the fuck can someone do When they live in a small town Every weekend is the same It's just a round and round Believe you me You're stuck in B.F.E. A cornerstore to loiter at Just the same old scene The hot spot to socialize Your friends are there as well An arcade or a theater 'Cause B.F.E. is hell
8.
You enchant me with your beautiful voice One look at you and knew I had no choice I like you good but better when you're bad You really drive me stark raving mad Eternal gaze through the haze I can't dream the siren's scream Is it my heart that makes me want you so Or is it 'cause you make my penis grow I'll follow you and do whatever you say Even though it leads me to an early grave I'm transfixed on luciousness Down bloodstream, the siren's scream They say to me "she's only out to decieve" But you're the girl that makes it hard to believe You didn't force me 'cause I wanted to stay Still in the end I just became your prey For the whore, carnivore Play the theme, the siren's scream
9.
I'm in my celestial plane just sitting upon my throne I'm plugged into the membrane of this life that I'll disown There is no more innocence, the universe has been raped There's nothing but ugliness, it's womb has been gouged and scraped A waste of a precious gift, existance that I bestowed Now there is just a huge rift of fabric that I won't sew Can somebody make a point of why I should not destroy This "everything" at it's joint then sit back and just enjoy All things that I had aligned which function in my system That I carefully designed to make sure it was wholesome Those seven days went to so fast then seven days went so slow You can't build with a blast with just a blast when certain space has to grow The image of cast and crew projected upon the screen The curtain call will come true, the theater is empty So now I do not care for me covering up your tracks I'm casting aside your prayers and let it all fade to black I've gathered it in my hands to let nature take it's course I'm splitting apart the land and kill all with my full force A pleasure in watching you enveloped in such chaos Complete genocide in bloom and relishing in your loss The planets have turned to bombs and space and time are erased All caught in my own maelstrom and vanish without a trace The cosmos has surely died 'cause I have brought the rapture Now witness my suicide and the end of forever
10.
Do you know that you're the girl for me Drawn to you just like a honeybee Make me smile and fill my heart with glee Through your eyes I know youi've set me free It's so nice Paradise What I'd do To lay down beside you All I want is just to spend the days Lose myself in the eternal maze To and fro and feel your body sway As I catch and hold to your bouquet Taste so sweet Overeat In the dew I lay down beside you Wrap you up to keep you safe and warm Set the stage to watch you perform I like to see you in your uniform But I'm told that I am not the norm In a cage Underage Split in two Can't lay down beside you
11.
Downpour 03:36
I tried to, I tried to Tried to take this somewhere Just a few, just a few Few more 'till I stumble I cried too, I cried too Cried so many teardrops Deny you, deny you Deny what had happened My downpour Pour me another My downfall Falling asunder The sky grew, the sky grew Grew into a rainstorm A high view, a high view View that was too blurry Provide through, provide through Through the crash of metal Then I knew, then I knew Knew that I had killed you My downpour Pour me another My downfall Falling asunder
12.
We said "you're ok No need to pray This room you'll stay For insurance" We see crying We are trying You were dying We were lying Hooked up to machines Dripping morphine She feels unclean From the poison We see crying We are trying You were dying We were lying Do you have wealth And have bad health Just nae the price We'll treat you nice How can you be pure Read this brochure There is no cure And we don't care We see crying We are trying You were dying We were lying
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Instrumental
14.
Unsound Mind 04:10
I got blankets covering my windows Keeping "the outside" outside It may be cold in here but it's colder out there Sends a chill right through my spine The air is pungent and reeks of mildew Like a newborn's rotting corpse Only one lightbulb brightens this space If it goes black this room may die Sitting on my bed with eye's that's bloodshot But in one moment that will change I hear myself just barely breathing Twitching on a memory A nervous trickle, a palpatation My insides feel like I'll drown The medication never does work Count can't the days I've been awake I see and hear things no one else does Always swat at them like flies I'm in a small room with paranoia Forever trapped in my own thoughts

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released January 10, 2015

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Jeff Hill Charlotte Court House, Virginia

I've been making music and writing since 1992. I've been in numerous bands in different genres from grindcore, ambiant, plunderphonics, experimental space rock, noise rock, freak folk to melodic stoner rock/shoegaze hybrid. I used to run 434 Noise (a artists collective/performance space and NetLabel) and now run Exploding Nightmare Productions (a Multimedia Co.) ... more

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