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Tomorrow I Will Fly
02:48
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I was the Earth
Tomorrow I'll be the sky
At the beginning, at the birth
Did it ever make you stop and wonder why
I've been waiting for you
I've been there before
I was the sky
Tomorrow I will fly
I was the burning bush for you
Tomorrow, tomorrow I will fly
Does it make you wonder
Don't it make you ponder
I was the sky
Tomorrow I will fly
I was the December child today
Tomorrow, tomorrow I will fly
I was the sky
Tomorrow I will fly
I was the Empire State Building all lit up at night
Tomorrow, tomorrow I will fly
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2. |
Complex Climax
04:41
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Swimming 'round in her fluid, feeling nice and warm
Nine months of being bloated she releases her rainstorm
Freefalling to a new environment
Applauding this crying and moaning fragment
Exposing what it takes as full payment
Groveling and looked at like a vagrant
As it starts getting older,a new game wants to play
It formulates getting bolder to get him out the way
Punishing him as to not call him "sir"
Removing everything and his precious spur
Writing two notes, one filled with paternal slurs
Giving the other, here's what it says to her
"There's a child slowly dying, let it suckle off your teets
The nourishment of sweet desire makes it feel complete
Bathe that tumbling doll of flesh, wash it 'till it's clean
Still it knows it's very dirty and will never be pristine"
Bound it with perversion, a red thread of fate
No longer is there aversion to dual masterbate
Coercing all of its thick and tasty seed
Absorbing in all of its complexity
Frolicking bodies to which we will breed
Repairing a bond through the climax of our deed
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3. |
No Love Remains
02:32
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I've asked myself "why are you still here"
Been together for too many years
Get this straight, open your ears
"It's time to adios my dear"
Cause this is going to end
There's no use to pretend
We can't make amends
So darling comprehend
Everything was good at first
But now it's just to inflict pain 'cause
No love remains
No love remains
No love remains
No love remains
All you did was piss and moan
And call your mother on the telephone
Hatred fills me to the bone
You turned my heart into a stone
So if you wanna leave
I'll give you a big heave
Don't think that I'm naieve
Cause I don't make-believe
Take you shit, walk out the door
I'm breaking free of your chains cause
No love remains
No love remains
No love remains
No love remains
You were nothing but a hypocrite
Preached "the word" but were counterfiet
So I'll give you the full credit
For all the lies for your benefit
I know you fucked around
With every guy in town
So stop your crying now
Your sorrow's not allowed
Don't come to me with bright ideas
There's nothing left to entertain cause
No love remains
No love remains
No love remains
No love remains
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4. |
The Stranger
03:16
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I'm an exiled teenager and I have no place to stay
Mom and dad kicked me out because their only child is gay
I was standing on the corner when the stranger came to me
Said that there was a man upstairs who thought I was so sexy
Twenty dollars was he price that he wanted for some
I had nothing else left to lose, the agreement kept me fed
I knocked on his apartment door and the stranger let me in
We went into the small bedroom and he told me to begin
I got on my hands and knees
I never thought I would whore
I felt so nervous and scared
I did it 'cause I was poor
I hear noise, I hear trembling, I hear yelling, I hear....
Awaken and tied to the bed and I'm feeling very sore
There is so much blood everwhere on me and all on the floor
"Good morning queer" is what I hear as I see the garbage bags
These strangers, all four of them, say "it's time to die you fag"
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5. |
Angel's Ambivalence
04:39
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There are many stories about my perfect form
Deliver light and hope and love to keep you warm
The rainbow was the promise that we would not hurt
All I need is your new word that you will convert
My boss wants new recruits to carry on a twisted truth
Don't question him just bow your head, he's training all the youth
Just give away your rationale 'cause all he wants are servents
I stole his secret files and sold them to a double agent
Wherever you may live I'll be right by your side
Look at my face and know that I will be your guide
The everlasting heartbeat helps to turn the tide
But he hates the way I help because it hurts his pride
He wants to rule the show for he just has to have control
Nobody else can have a say, he is his own loophole
Just rants and raves and misbehaves, can't tell him he is selfish
Dictatorship built on envy but his name can't be tarnished
I know by speaking out that I will fall from grace
I know I'll be expelled from heaven, my birthplace
I will build an army and he will be replaced
I no longer look to him and turn from his embrace
A virgin sacrifice will clear this mystery
The mask of confusion is ripped off cheerfully
I tried so hard to live my life so bibically
The time has come for me to rewrite history
Our blackend wings are spread into the sky, we all will soar
We slaughter, rape, and pillage of what's good 'till there's no more
To kill the holy ghost and everything that he stands for
I stand with all my troops and rejoice with a victory roar
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Over My Dead Body
02:56
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You wanna pick a fight with someone then pick a fight with me
Swing your fists and fucking hope that they knock me off my feet
If you think that you're a big man then step up to the plate
It will be over my dead body to prove that you're so great
Bring your knuckles, knives, and shotguns; bring an arsenal
I won't back down from your advances, you made this personal
If you think that you are scary, I laugh right in your face
It will be over my dead body to put me in my place
Did you think that I wouldn't find out what you did to her
Men that like to punch a woman get what they deserve
If you think that you're a killer then tear me limb from limb
It will be over my dead body before I let you win
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B.F.E.
02:29
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Nowheresville, where ya at
Population is you
Looking for somewhere to go
But don't know what to do
Ride around town all day long
Until it turns to night
A public hangout is the spot
But security is tight
Believe you me
You're stuck in B.F.E.
A cornerstore to loiter at
Just the same old scene
The hot spot to socialize
Your friends are there as well
An arcade or a theater
'Cause B.F.E. is hell
Walk around, smoke a cigarette
You all will do the same
Maybe someone's got some weed
You hope you don't act lame
Someone scored some alcohol
It's time to get fucked up
Too bad we all are minors
Get caught the case is shut
Believe you me
You're stuck in B.F.E.
A cornerstore to loiter at
Just the same old scene
The hot spot to socialize
Your friends are there as well
An arcade or a theater
'Cause B.F.E. is hell
You've got the latest fashions
You've got the latest trends
Ever noticed how it happened
Ever noticed it will end
What the fuck can someone do
When they live in a small town
Every weekend is the same
It's just a round and round
Believe you me
You're stuck in B.F.E.
A cornerstore to loiter at
Just the same old scene
The hot spot to socialize
Your friends are there as well
An arcade or a theater
'Cause B.F.E. is hell
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8. |
The Siren's Scream
02:01
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You enchant me with your beautiful voice
One look at you and knew I had no choice
I like you good but better when you're bad
You really drive me stark raving mad
Eternal gaze through the haze
I can't dream the siren's scream
Is it my heart that makes me want you so
Or is it 'cause you make my penis grow
I'll follow you and do whatever you say
Even though it leads me to an early grave
I'm transfixed on luciousness
Down bloodstream, the siren's scream
They say to me "she's only out to decieve"
But you're the girl that makes it hard to believe
You didn't force me 'cause I wanted to stay
Still in the end I just became your prey
For the whore, carnivore
Play the theme, the siren's scream
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9. |
End Of Forever
04:08
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I'm in my celestial plane just sitting upon my throne
I'm plugged into the membrane of this life that I'll disown
There is no more innocence, the universe has been raped
There's nothing but ugliness, it's womb has been gouged and scraped
A waste of a precious gift, existance that I bestowed
Now there is just a huge rift of fabric that I won't sew
Can somebody make a point of why I should not destroy
This "everything" at it's joint then sit back and just enjoy
All things that I had aligned which function in my system
That I carefully designed to make sure it was wholesome
Those seven days went to so fast then seven days went so slow
You can't build with a blast with just a blast when certain space has to grow
The image of cast and crew projected upon the screen
The curtain call will come true, the theater is empty
So now I do not care for me covering up your tracks
I'm casting aside your prayers and let it all fade to black
I've gathered it in my hands to let nature take it's course
I'm splitting apart the land and kill all with my full force
A pleasure in watching you enveloped in such chaos
Complete genocide in bloom and relishing in your loss
The planets have turned to bombs and space and time are erased
All caught in my own maelstrom and vanish without a trace
The cosmos has surely died 'cause I have brought the rapture
Now witness my suicide and the end of forever
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Lay Down Beside You
04:50
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Do you know that you're the girl for me
Drawn to you just like a honeybee
Make me smile and fill my heart with glee
Through your eyes I know youi've set me free
It's so nice
Paradise
What I'd do
To lay down beside you
All I want is just to spend the days
Lose myself in the eternal maze
To and fro and feel your body sway
As I catch and hold to your bouquet
Taste so sweet
Overeat
In the dew
I lay down beside you
Wrap you up to keep you safe and warm
Set the stage to watch you perform
I like to see you in your uniform
But I'm told that I am not the norm
In a cage
Underage
Split in two
Can't lay down beside you
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11. |
Downpour
03:36
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I tried to, I tried to
Tried to take this somewhere
Just a few, just a few
Few more 'till I stumble
I cried too, I cried too
Cried so many teardrops
Deny you, deny you
Deny what had happened
My downpour
Pour me another
My downfall
Falling asunder
The sky grew, the sky grew
Grew into a rainstorm
A high view, a high view
View that was too blurry
Provide through, provide through
Through the crash of metal
Then I knew, then I knew
Knew that I had killed you
My downpour
Pour me another
My downfall
Falling asunder
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12. |
We Were Lying
02:43
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We said "you're ok
No need to pray
This room you'll stay
For insurance"
We see crying
We are trying
You were dying
We were lying
Hooked up to machines
Dripping morphine
She feels unclean
From the poison
We see crying
We are trying
You were dying
We were lying
Do you have wealth
And have bad health
Just nae the price
We'll treat you nice
How can you be pure
Read this brochure
There is no cure
And we don't care
We see crying
We are trying
You were dying
We were lying
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13. |
Pistols At Dawn
03:28
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Instrumental
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14. |
Unsound Mind
04:10
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I got blankets covering my windows
Keeping "the outside" outside
It may be cold in here but it's colder out there
Sends a chill right through my spine
The air is pungent and reeks of mildew
Like a newborn's rotting corpse
Only one lightbulb brightens this space
If it goes black this room may die
Sitting on my bed with eye's that's bloodshot
But in one moment that will change
I hear myself just barely breathing
Twitching on a memory
A nervous trickle, a palpatation
My insides feel like I'll drown
The medication never does work
Count can't the days I've been awake
I see and hear things no one else does
Always swat at them like flies
I'm in a small room with paranoia
Forever trapped in my own thoughts
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Jeff Hill Charlotte Court House, Virginia
I've been making music and writing since 1992. I've been in numerous bands in different genres from grindcore, ambiant, plunderphonics, experimental space rock, noise rock, freak folk to melodic stoner rock/shoegaze hybrid. I used to run 434 Noise (a artists collective/performance space and NetLabel) and now run Exploding Nightmare Productions (a Multimedia Co.) ... more
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